Tommorrow and Tommorrow and Tommorrow…
Here I am still thinking that there is still a glimmer of hope.
A chance, that perhaps I could play Kim.
No email has been sent to my inbox despite the promise of the announcement of the cast by the 19th. So I’m thinking perhaps they may still be deliberating over the choices and they will call tommorrow, during business hours. I can’t let it go. Why is it that I cannot stop myself from drawing meaning from every single second that passes me.
I don’t know why this means so much to me. Why each and every moment of not knowing is twisting my insides making me feel more wretched and pathetic. Another chance missed…
am i being overly dramatic?
perhaps…
Gods… wouldn’t it be so funny if tommorrow I was here and said ‘yay! i got a call back’
I still want it universe. I still wish for it, more than anything.
I’m going to sleep I’m bloody too exhausted to feel like crap…
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hi, blog hopped from your dad’s site. whatever happens, the good thing is you are very young and you still have many many chances of trying and doing the things you really love.
Thanks
I look back on that blog and laugh at how stupid I think sometimes then wonder why I would want to publicize my stupidness on the net
I didn’t get the part btw; but I learnt many things from that experience, so at least it wasn’t wasted. Thanks for your comment
– C
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